She Will Be Loved

I'm so exhausted.

I've been working constantly without a break.

I think my goal this week is to make a legit blog entry XD

My hands are frozen.

They say she wore her heart on her sleeve

And it never works out in the end.

Lately, I've been on borderline insanity.

Literally.

So much to deal with.

I want to wash my hands.

Too much work, too little time

Retail therapy always makes me feel better, but working in retail is the worst thing ever. 

Yesterday, I worked the ENTIRE day and didn't get to spend any time with Jason. It made me really sad. I worked at Kumon from 10-2 and at Hollister from 2:30-7:30. The only highlight of my day was when Young and George came in and surprised me by bring me flowers (: I was so happy that I actually cried. 

Yesterday, I witnessed 10 different couples making out in the corner of Hollister. Seriously, get a room alright? No one wants to see that shit.

Reasons why I hate children

1. They're annoying

2. They're stupid

3. They're needy

4. They're loud

5. They're attention whores (same as number 3 I suppose)

6. They don't listen to anything you say

7. They insist that they're right when they're wrong

8. They whine

9. They don't do anything productive

10. They're messy

11. They smell bad

12. They're always sick

DAMN YOU, EJECT BUTTON!

I'm so beyond pissed right now. 

1. I didn't push the eject button on my iPod and lost ALL MY MUSIC

2. I didn't push the eject button on my iPod and lost ALL MY MUSIC

3. I DIDN'T FUCKING PUSH THE EJECT BUTTON AND LOST ALL MY MUSIC

So I reformatted my iPod and now it keeps disconnecting itself.

DAMN YOU APPLE!!! [insert mad face here]

planes, trains, and plantains

Last week, I bought an iphone from someone in the lewisville area for $340(Apple doesn't sell Iphones without ATT plans, Those assholes), unlocked it to put my t-mobile simcard in it, and installed a hack so that i would get the $25 data plan for $5.99 a month. Ballin'. Well about a week after I had my phone, I broke off the silent switch QQQQ. So yesterday, i decided to un-unlock my phone, and restore it to factory settings so i could un-void my warranty. Apparently the broken silent switch is a factory defect, and he REPLACED MY OLD SCRATCHED UP IPHONE WITH A COMPLETELY NEW ONE! I'm so happy about my new iphone, its like getting money from the tooth fairy for the first time.

More of my cousins came over, except these cousins are weirdoes, and the boy kind of looks like William Hung, actually, not kind of, he looks like a younger version of william hung.  All he did was badger me about he has to wear uniforms at his school, and what I was doing in the shower with the water on. Kids from Singapore are weird I guess.

I'm going to Centennial prom with Cathy, So far, but I don't know if I'm going to go to Hebron prom yet. The hardest part of going to Hebron prom is that I don't have a group. Like at all. And I think I made things more complicated for the time being. I think someone thinks that I like them, when I only think of them as a really good friend. 

I really only have one class this semester, English IV AP, but it feels so much more stressful than last semester, even though i had AP stats, AP gov, AP econ, AP bio. why??

I bet its the senioritis QQ

First Day on a New Job

Today was my first day at Hollister. It was ridiculous.

I'm officially the bomb (dot) com at folding clothes now. Also, at saying "Hey, what's up?" 

This morning, I received a lovely wake up call from my manager! "Hi, I know you're scheduled to come in at 3 but can you come in at noon instead?" Oh how delightful! So, I went to go brush my teeth, go grab some breakfast, paint my toenails, and went to work. I got there and freaking cleaned for the first hour I was there. Dusting, cleaning, and moping. I felt like Cinderella... only without the mice or handsome prince to save me from the pain! 

After cleaning, I was assigned to manage the clearance rooms. Okay, so now I know why people hate working in retail. I love folding clothes, but it pisses me off when I just finished folding a stack of clothes- colour and size coordinated- and some 6th grader comes in and grabs the shirt on the bottom of the stack and messes up everything I just folded!

Aughghhg. And to think I'm getting paid minimum wage.

Sunny Saturday Afternoons

I feel like I've wasted an entire day.

8:00 Woke up, took a shower
9:00 Left house, went to solo and ensemble
10:13 Performed solo
10:30 Went to work
12:35 Went to Liberty to go wait for Jason to finish his solo
2:30 Jason finishes his solo cause his accompanist is this drunk lady who got to the room like an hour late
3:00 Corner Bakery for lunch
4:00 Home

The funniest thing that occurred today was when Jason was randomly honking at me and flicking me off from his car. The guy who drove next to me was shaking his head in disdain while I was laughing my ass off. I think people in Texas think Saturday means let's drive like shit day cause no one a) stays in their lanes b) stop randomly and intentionally create car accidents c) drive like old grandmas or d) drive in a EXIT ONLY road.

Unexplainable Sadness

Have you ever just been sad without a reason? That's how I've been feeling lately. I can't pinpoint where the source of my sadness is coming from, but I just feel so empty. I think it may have to do with deadlines. I hate being put on the spot.

oh the sadness of departing...

So, my cousins have been staying at my house for the past week. Their parents are divorced, the mom lives in Plano, and the dad lives in Shanghai. Both of them are in their late twenties, and have 2 children, Isabelle, and Ethan. Ethan is 4(?) and Isabelle is about to turn 8. Their mom, seems to take very little care of them, and rely on materialistic pleasures to keep them happy, while the father uses more of a nurturing and companionship type of happiness. My cousins were fighting over a origami swan that Cathy had made for them, even though there were two. It made me think, and i felt really sorry for my cousins. They were fighting to get my uncles attention, Both of them had probably realized that their dad was leaving today, and would not see him for another 3 months, which seems extremely depressing.

Isabelle and Ethan both clamor for attention, Cathy told Ethan that he was cute yesterday, and he flipped out and started acting hyper, which was honestly, very cute. 

Isabelle used to be loud and hyper, but since the parents divorce, it seems like she has a different demeanor about life now.

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Okay, so Jason and I are going to share a blog now for double the adventure (:

First day of February started off mediocrely. Lot's of college scholarships deadlines approaching and also FAFSA. Oh the joy, I love filling out forms with the same basic information! It's almost as fun as doing calculus homework, which I did today too. 

The only highlight of my day was when Crystal said we're going shopping and baking brownies on the 16th! a) I love shopping b) I love brownies! It's a win/win situation.

I look bad in plaid ):